visit to the vet

today after work i took charlie to the vet to get her rabies shot. i might go on a little seattle/portland trip this weekend and want the option to bring charlie along for the ride.

anyway, as we waited for her gab an asian lady was filing out papers. it seem like everytime i'm in there someone is getting their animal put down which always makes me sad. this time it was a even sadder. the lady was crying. her husband came in for a minute...then went and waited in the car. 'coward'...i thought....'can't even stand by your wife as she says bye to her cat?'.

i could hear her crying when she went in the room and saying over and over "i'm sorry...i'm sorry" after a few minutes she came back in to the office w/ cat in hand. a beautiful grey cat w/ blue eyes....it was still alive. she gave it to the vets assistant said "i'm sorry" again and left. that was that.

it was really hard for me not to start balling right there and then. i'm kinda glad chloe spared me that and just took off to die....although it may have been nice to be with her in her last moments.

on a happier note....charlie is now 4.4lbs...double what she was last time i brought her in!

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new look...

thought it was time for a new look. hope you like it....

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fear

why are so many people so afraid? so afraid of the one thing that might just help compete our lives. we lie to ourselves saying we’re fine alone....but then continue to search for what eludes us. something that had looked us in the face...on more than one occasion....but didn’t have a chance with turned backs. almost everytime. squashing passion in it’s infancy.....stopping it in it’s tracks.

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charlie loves goos

here's a video of charlie playing with my dog sitters cat. it's pretty amazing.



sorry about the sidways thing. not sure how that happened. if anyone knows how to fix that let me know

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happy 40th sean!!

yesterday was sean's 40th....hope you it's great year for you sean.

love you ex wife...hehehe (i have to smile when i say that..:)

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post 500!!

wow....this is my 500th posting!! holy crap. i hope after 500posts people are still reading.....

goodnight.

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luv-a-fair

last night was the big luv-a-fair reunion at dicks on dicks. i went and danced the night away with liz, ian, dan, dyan and a few others.

i woke up this morning not feeling too bad considering my 2am bedtime. the only thing is as the day went on i started developing a bad cold. ended up coming home early and will be off tomorrow. oh well...nice cuddling w/ the puppy, movie watching and charlie's having fun eating my snotty kleenex!

some pics of the night, courtesy of dan and liz...

i bite liz...


dan goths out with liz


luv-a-fair greeks


ian and me having fun


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a little reminder

i think this is the 3rd time i've posted this. it still seems valid....

balloon on a string...

sometimes i think of myself as a balloon on a string. floating happily threw the air...not knowing were i may land or where i might go.

the only thing is... a balloon needs some way to attach it’s self to the earth...so it doesn’t fly too high...or too low...or get caught up on over head wires.

a balloon needs a strong grounded person to hold on to her string. a gentle connection that allows her to sway merrily in the breeze but stong enough so as not to let go when gales blow.....

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ok....

i finally changed the CD in my car. i'd been listening to broken social scene for two days straight.

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fragmented memories

sometimes when i have a painful event....i feel old memories coming down on me like a deck of cards falling all around. each card a different memory. i get a flash of a few as they fall. can’t quite make them all out...some foggy...some clear....and some surprising ones are included as well...just to mess you up even more.

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champagne and lemonade

another fun filled weekend. this time it was a dance workshop weekend. a few Swedes came to town and basically whooped our asses. it made me realise ....i’m out of shape. my friend leah from calgary came for the event and stayed with me. saturday night solomon douglas played at the legion...always a treat.

tonight ani, rob and i decided to have a little divorce celebration. ani made an awesome meal...i had champagne and they had lemonade....it was a wonderful evening to complete a great weekend.



me and charlie pants at ani's....


i just bought the toy in the middle off of garn this weekend....cute family


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do you know where your clothes have been....?

...or come from?

today i walked into fairweather a low end unisex clothing chain and was immediately struck with a horrible chemical smell. so much so that i just had to leave.

it reminded me of a conversation i had recently with our dyer at work. she was telling me that in the past year she has had lots of problems with clothes holding their dyes and having to wash them many many times to get chemicals out before the fabric being ready to receive the dye. she wondered what was going on so she did some research and found out that much of the clothing made in china is heavily sprayed with pesticides before being shipped out. pretty much all that low end stuff you buy in canada is now made in china. the quotas were lifted a few years back. the demand for cheap clothing is so high....how else can a company compete? slave labour, cheap fabric dyes and pesticides ....that's the answer. i don't blame the companies. i blame the consumer who won't pay good money for quality clothing made in canada. they demand to have new cheap stuff readily available.

another odd thing about that i thought....a year ago is when i started getting a skin rash. i sorta wonder if these chemicals could be a contributing factor in that for me.

so think about that next time you comparison shop for clothing and wonder why does this cost more than that....b/c that cheap shirt my cost you more than you think....in the long run.

or better yet...buy vintage!

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ok well....

today was kinda boring.

hmmmmmm....oh well.

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happy birthday to my sweetie ani :)

yesterday was ani's birthday and we celebrated with some bbq action. it was a good party with great people. started at 2pm went till...i'm not sure. i left at about 9 and the party was going strong.

rob taking care of the bbq. usually ani does the bbqing but rob did a great job.


liz with charlie aka crazy pants


cartoonist james loyd made ani this rad card...


niaomi and a randam kid...


my date for the evening ian. he's pretty handsome i think...;)


here's the present i gave ani. we saw this at garn's bean around the world show and ani really loved it. thanks garn.


the cake....



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i'm free, free falling...

i'm free.....whooooooo oooooohhh!!

it's official....i got my divorce!!! :):):)

ani and i both got our divorces today. actually it became official august 24th but we both just found out today!!

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in the land of the living now...

this saturday is ani's birthday. it also happens to be ruths husband's memorial. i grappled all week about going or not going to the memorial. today i realised....i'm in the land of the living now....i've done my time with the dead.

i will spend the day with ani...celebrating her life!

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mum gets a new knee

congrat's to mum for getting her new knee today!! she's been waiting awhile....3years! hope in the end the wait is worth it.

i'm sure she'll be up dancing in no time.

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it's all about charlie

nice relaxing sunday today. lots of doggie play time. liz and i had lunch at subeez then took charlie to trout lake. later on charlie had some play time with her best bud sophie.

charlie wasn’t sure what to make of the water....






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evolution of dance

this guy can really dance!!



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a writer w/ a good name....

http://www.nytimes.com/2007/09/08/books/07cnd-lengle.html?_r=1&ref=books&oref=slogin

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