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Saturday, January 31, 2009

january 30th 2009...

I have the hugest urge to write tonight.it just came over me while in a nice relaxing lavender Epson salts bath.

not sure why.I can't Jason's computer to work right now and I can't find any paper in his house...so I'm tapping this out on my blackberry

I'm waiting for them....them being Jason and his kids (Liam and Owen)... from what has turned into their bi-weekly drive to hope and back for seemingly no reason.

Jason piles them into his 91 jetta....a shit box really....cracks in the window...juice box stuffed into the air intake valve, fresh dent in the back from last week’s rear endender. the front grill zap zapped strapped on and his headliner in his bedroom. at almost 400k this car is a real mess. But he loves it....and his is in the process of fixing it up....give him that if your judging. At least he knows how to fix his own car. A thing I was very glad of on that snowy boxing day when he pulled a McGiver on the side of highway 1. somewhere between hope and Vancouver... He stuffed the juice box in and a piece of wood in the grill....and off we went.

So I guess your wondering why he goes to hope for no reason....sounds kind of foolish...and it is...his ex Michelle is suppose to meet them there every other weekend...but bc she's basically, for lack of a better word.... insaine....she doesn't always show. The court says he has to go...so he does...and so it goes.

And here I am....writing, hanging out...hoping Jason's computer goes back on...eating a chicken and mash potato sandwhich...which is surprisingly good actually...and Listening 80s tunes on the TV radio station....the headpins.."don't it make ya feel"....hmmm....not so good ;)

:)

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