I went to the doctor today....my doctors a good guy....I like him...but he
basically told me I'm getting old....tests to confirm...tba.
He didn't say I was getting old...but that's what I heard. He said I'm
experiencing some of the symptoms of pre menopause. I know that...its just hard
to hear.
I think somewhere in the back of my mind I still have this little hope....that
is slowly fading...I don't even know if I want it to come true or not....but the death
of that possibility is closer.
So....I will have tests...maybe do some diet stuff....some hormone therapy. we
will see if I go back to being that sane yet only slightly insane, Independent
positive girl , I hope you all know and love. i don't want to got through ten years of hell...not for me.
Side note for mum....sorry for not understanding all those years ago. I think
I'm starting to understand how lonely that may have felt.
:)
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
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