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Saturday, February 17, 2007

noone said this was going to be easy...

i tried to write this last night...but fucked it up. so now i’m trying again....

when sean and i split up i lost almost all my friends. it stared slowly but ultimately that’s want happened. i stopped getting invited to things dinners...parties etc. it hurt and it still hurts when i think of it.

i really don’t want the same thing to happen again....so i just want to say....

just b/c garn and i have split up... doesn't mean i don’t want to be invited to stuff.
i’m starting to feel a little excluded from things right now. i don’t know if that true or not...but that’s how it feels. i haven’t been invited to diner with anyone for what seems like ages....although it probably isn’t. and yes..i might what to go to the odd party or two...maybe i might meet someone new there...who knows.

i want people to know that i didn’t write this to make anyone feel bad and if it does then i’m sorry. i just want to nip something in the bud before ot gets so far that there is no turning back.

:)

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