return day....

sorta of an odd day....

return day.

mindless work really...sometimes you have to take abuses from the staff...but whatever...i’m not going to apologise or get embarrassed for doing my job.

for some reason there were a bunch of secret service men in pacific centre today...i saw about 8 of them...that was a little frightening ....they are soo obvious too! they dress like no one else would dress... exactly how we would dress them in a film. black trench coat, black pants...and earwig. the black makes the earwig stand out even more....mic in their sleeve. do they want to stand out?

anyway..later i saw a security guard running full tilt too...i was thinking..ok..i gotta get these returns done and outta here... i have no idea what was going on. if anyone heard anything...please let me know...

later on during my tour for returns i was talking on the phone and then all of a sudden i spotted a girl who made me gasp!...oh my god....the person on the other end of the phone wondered what was wrong b/c they heard my gasp.....i had to hang up.

oh man. a girl. the walking dead. i sure the most anorexic woman i have ever seen and i’ve seen and known many. she was probably about 70lbs at most.

she walked passed me....huge amounts of mascara....black smudges under her eyes. like she had cried so much...that one day she just decided to do her make up like that from that day forth. she was wearing a dress....you could see every bone with just a bit of skin stretched over.

i found it so distressing and shocking that i had to go sit down for awhile.

slowly killing herself.....why that way? why not just take a handful of pills and a down it with a bottle of vodka? why starve to death? you hate yourself so much....that even in killing yourself you have to take the long and painful way? punish yourself......

i shed a tear for her....but i know she will die...most likely soon.

can’t someone stop her?

i said a little prayer for her...

:)