let the games begin...

i saw sean today... finally. after many phone messages and phone calls...some that were very strange. he was suppose to meet me yesterday ..but cancelled..then when we were suppose to meet today at 3pm. at noon he called me said he was there....what?? ok...you're 3hrs early...

as soon as i saw him...i new it wasn’t going to be good. he had sunglasses on...it wasn’t sunny. he was talking to me...but looking ahead...at nothing. i don’t know what’s wrong with him...but i don’t like it...not one bit. we started fighting almost right away....

i had enough.....i walked away. as i looked back as we yelled across the park. i looked at kimba and daisy and thought...i wonder if this is the last time i see them? fuck...i hope not.

i will all be in a lawyer hands soon. sean will most likely loose his truck....but it’s his own fault. he wouldn’t soft play ball...so we’re gonna play hard.

afterwards i was sooo mad i went home and cleaned my apartment...anger cleaning. i’ve heard of it... seen it in movies. not sure if i’ve done it before...once or twice maybe. anyway my apartments clean...and so is my fridge!

thanks sean...thanks for all you have made me realise today...and the clean apartment!

:)

ps... thanks to all the great friends that have been listening to me bitch and offered words of wisdom on this....(i think you probably know who you are;)...thank you thank you thank you!