this is me....

i have some undesirable qualities.....i also hope i have some loveable ones and maybe some that overlap.

i’m a MESS...yes with a capital everything!! messy eater...messy apartment.....messy finances .....messy mental state at times....just one plain mess.

my mother use to call me argumentative and temperamental....for years she called me that...she should know i guess.

sometimes the argumentative thing comes in handy.... sometimes it gets me into a load of shit.

i have trust issues...sometimes i am too trusting when i shouldn’t be......and pay for it.....sometimes i don’t trust enough when i should.....and pay for that too.

i’m also head strong, stubborn, impatient, immature, a perfectionistic- procrastinator (not a good combo that one!) I'm competitive and sometimes i crave too much attention ....sometimes not....oh and i think i might have a touch of some kind of compulsive disorder and/or ADD!!

wow...all that sounds lovely, doesn’t it?!



ok...wait a minute....back up.... (imagine scraching on record noise here).....i’m also a lot of the opposite....i hope.

i care about people....not all people...but people that are important in my life.
i would go out of my way to help a friend.
i’m reliable. if i say i’m going to do something...i do it...usually
i’m a creative thinker and artist.
i try to look at the positive...i’ve had to at times to survive
i laugh
i'm strong
i’m independent...sometimes too much and sometimes not enough.
sometimes i’m smart, sometimes silly....
i’m sensitive
8 ball say’s....there is a good possibility....that i’m psychic.
i’m emotional...hmmm....maybe that should be in the bad column!
oh ya and i'm crazy....no, bad column also.........shit.

ok...so my bad column is bigger....but hopefully some of the lines are blurry.

:)