i dreamt last night that i was chocking and trying to make myself threw up to get rid of the obstruction. when i awoke i did feel like i had something in my throat...i thought maybe it was congestion.
i got up did my usual day off shit....made a few phone calls....got in the shower...then i hit me.
i knew what it was. i started to cry.
what do you do when someone...probably your oldest...no second oldest friend doesn’t respect you anymore. someone you have been to hell and back together with...and sorta survived.
when you finally realise that fact. it like a punch to the gut. i don’t know when it started...slowly over time. missed phone calls..many phone calls. calling back a couple of days a week...never...by the end you are calling them three or four times before you get a response. saying we will meet and it never happening....little by little.
then finally one day they prove it to you and you just can’t ignore it anymore. so what then?? do you stand by and wait for then to come around? walk away for good??
:)
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