Jan 24 1998

the other day i dreamt about bodies...piles of died bodies. It reminded me of photos you would see of the holocaust. They were all squished and piled up like dead fetuses....except they were mostly adults i think.

when i awoke i was in a really odd postion...like i was one of them. It felt very strange..... I lay there for a long time thinking of the feeling of being in the dream and what it might mean.

I been having these dreams lately....they say they are fear dreams.