psychic network

it's been an odd and emotional week. ....for sure. Glad it's over...although it did have some great high pionts.... (i won't go into the details... ;)

Anyway....today I went to my lock up to take out garbage i've been paying to store for a year+++. Garnet helped me which was sweet...i probably would have blown it off he he hadn't. He calls me... psychic network. He might have something there.

I came across a diary from when i was pregnant with Tessah...and a little bit afterward.
wow...it’s weird how you remember things. I was shocked at some of the things i had written. The way i wrote and the dreams i had...it sounds like I knew somehow..... what was in store.

I remembered the dreams....the’re hard to forget. I remember telling the midwife about them and she saying it was normal to have fear dreams and everything was fine.....that’s NOT what these were. i wish.

One was really strange. I remember it clearly....it wasn’t a dream at all really.....i can picture it in my mind.

A round wood table with a glass in the centre. an empty room....and someone ( i can't see) saying to me clearly and calmly. "Jojo jojo you have to let her go. She was in prison for a long time and needs to be free now."

....that was it. I remember waking up and telling myself that it didn’t mean anything. But as i read this diary i realise that i sorta know that that wasn’t true.


you know what??
I think this writting thing is good.
i feel ok....i really do. :)